Stumbling to Love
Photo above by Tim Gainey, available on pixels.com I. Gone is the little boy who would rush to me with smiles and laughter, who snuggled into my lap for stories and always asked for another song. Gone is the elementary school boy who flew down the soccer field elated to pass the ball to his teammate. Gone is the middle school boy who requested Harry Potter nights, showed me tricks on his skateboard and jumped endlessly on the trampoline. Here beside me is a junior high boy on the cusp of high school and manhood — a boy who wants to be both boy and man, both teen and child at the same time. Here beside me is the son I spent 12 months missing as his arms and legs and chest and hair grew, the son who now stands taller and speaks louder, hugs harder. I see him holding so much in, fighting against crying until it spills o...